Dear T,

Guess what?? Tonight I made an impact and it was so liberating! It wasn't in the way i thought it had to be or what i imagined, but it was what i needed it to be. I felt strong but not in a wrong way....It felt good. Thanks for pushing me because I think as much as it caused me to get so uncomfortable and upset and to push you away yesterday, it was probably what I needed.

T, how do you know these things?? Maybe I should try trusting you more, eh?