I like what Bharani said alot. People don't understand what bottom feels like if you haven't hit it. I was where you were a long time ago, and it was a very dark place. I was always very dependent on other people to define myself and it eventually led to my downfall.

I have learned to be alone, and it has been the best experience of my life. I do get lonely like I did today, but I would never want to end it all again.

Its ok if you'te misunderstood. It hurts yes. And I feel for you. But I don't need people anymore. I say to hell with all of them and just live your life. That's how I live now.

Things will get better. Just keep posting and stay here with us. My prayers are with you.