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As a member of AA I can honestly say it's not a god program. They preach spirituality, just believing in some sort of a higher power whatever that may be. For me right now it's a code of ethics and morals that I feel like I should abide by. The idea being that I'm not the greatest power in the world and it provides a sort of pillar to lean on when I need to believe in something for inspiration. Some of the old timers can be harsh with the remarks about getting cotton out of your ears and what not but I mean listening really does help. Try going to different meetings! I highly suggest going to first step ones if you can.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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