But I do everything for others and I try to please mysf this way. I falsely convince myself that this is the key to my happiness, if I give love to others. But in reality I just feel weak by myself and I "need" them like a drug. But on the long run it always cripples me. I have no idea how to handle this. How to become independent and happy without all the unnatural desire for positive feedback all the time. Yes I'm in therapy and I'm making good progress. But it's very difficult. I sort of don't know how to live...