I am so sorry to read your thread. I thought I had found a great T too who really understood me. I confided things I never should have and will be sorry I did for the rest of my life. My T also lied to me and betrayed me. It is the worst feeling ever and most people don't understand that. To say to move on to another T after being royally betrayed by someone you trusted...someone you truly cared for...well...I can't imagine doing that. I understand why you're not jumping into the fire again.

At least your T confessed. Guess it wasn't easy to pull that out of her. It's surprising that she admitted to the whole charade, isn't it? Mine won't own up to his part in what he's done to me yet but I'm still hoping he will. How can they sit there and lie to our faces? What is the point in lying to your client? I can't believe they just lie to us to make a living for themselves. Is this true? How can your T abandon you? She has no remorse? Did she even apologize? I know an apology doesn't cut it but it would be something. I don't understand it. This is so cruel, so heartless, so immoral.

What to do now? It hurts so much. It is so unfair to have this on top of all that's happened to you in the past. Maybe the only people who can really understand are the one's who have been through a similar trauma. Only problem with that is you'll just have two people hurting together instead of one. No healing going on here. I literally feel sick right now and must sign off.