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54 y/o male, meds Depakote, 2000mg a day. I've finally accepted the fact I'm bipolar. Yeah it took a long time for me. The question I have is why, why, why, even when things are going great my mind/brain is constantly trying to come up with a better solution. It doesn't matter how simple the situation is, say even going out to eat. It drives me crazy and at times interferes with my relationships with my children and girlfriend. Then I begin question my own sanity and usually withdraw cause I can't or won't shut up. I feel happy inside but these darn thoughts won't stop. It does interfere with my ability to post here cause after I type a post I will read it at least 50 times to make sure I think it's correct. Does anyone else struggle with this and if so any suggestions.
Last edited by EBD8; Jun 01, 2013 at 10:52 AM.
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