She only admitted her wrongs when I threatened an ethical review of her actions. Then she went into damage control mode.
She insulated herself from failure and exposed me to the detriment thereof.
She knows that I wont put her in front of a review board because I dont want my therapy exposed because of the nature of abuse that I suffered as a child.
It's almost as if she found safety and confidentiality more in me than I in her because she knows what that exposure would do to me. How sick is that? She feels allowed to do that to me.
How reminiscent of my childhood.
Oh well, I knew I didn't mean **** to anyone going into therapy. It's no surprise to discover I don't mean **** coming out.
She actually said she learned a lot from me. What does that mean? What was I just some data gathering experiment?
Before therapy, I believed in God, was married, had friends and family etc...All of my support has left me and the moment I lose all of that completely...she terminates.
Therapy for me... never again.