i don't know why

people get grumps over nothing

ok ima stressed bunny at work ... too much to do ... it's getting close to xmas so end is in sight for a bit ... but I have told my best friends after i got a lot of 'why are you so quiet / not responding to my text / email / won't come out for drinks' etc

because i've been *really* under pressure to get things analysed / written and have also been away a bit for work which always takes a bit out of you ... so been hiding a bit more than usual ...

anyway ... i just had one of my really really close friends get a bit snappy on msn ... i TOLD her i was soooo busy and would talk properly in a couple of weeks (we live in different cities)

this is after another friend trying to accuse me of staying home and being depressed and drinking wine by myself all the time??? ummm i freaking WISH that would be heaven compared to 16 hour days.

but apparently i forgot the friend who got snarky tonight is coming up here for the weekend ahead .. i don't even remember her telling me ...

gah

i just feel like giving up i seem to do everything WRONG.

:/