I feel dirty and disgusting
having flashbacks
I tried grounding myself but its not working and i cant think of what else to do
i feel like i need to self injure as well
I am sitting in my bed room on the laptop with the radio playing and all i want to do is escape this
Most of this feels like my fault something i have done wrong
because with the abuse most of the time my body responded to what they did
i am dirty they got what they wanted from me used me like a toy
its all that i am for
Abuse