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Jun 01, 2013, 05:44 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2008
Location: Scotland, UK
Posts: 5,275
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Hi guys,
It's been a long time since I wrote on here. Life is very hectic at the moment.
My Mum had a heart attack in February and it was very serious. She was close to dying. She has at the moment a blood clot on her heart which is slowly dissolving however if it erupts she will have a stroke and die. On Tuesday she is going ack to the hospital for an Angiogram this will determine what is the next step eg a bypass.
My choir has ended which I'm gutted about this. I have joined a new one but its not the same.
I have been on my meds for a little over 6 months solid now which is great and it's a first for me as I normally come off my meds. However despite being on my meds I had a manic episode 2 months ago and have not recovered. I have been having sever panic/anxiety attacks which is making me feel dread and claustrophobic. Bus journeys are killing me as I get so anxious on a bus if no-one is with me.
I applied for housing..... I the UK we have this tax that's been introduced called the bedroom tax so forcing people who live in a 2 bedroom flat into a 1 bedroom flat if they do not use their 2nd bedroom..... I applied for housing 1 week before
This came into effect..... We never knew this was going to come into our lives. However I have been lucky and a flat 20 minutes away from my parents has became vacant. I get to see the flat in 1 month's time as its being done up..... So I may have a flat eeeekkkkk!!!!
I have been offered a 12 week job paid in my volunteering job too.... Unsure about this though.
Also I have done 6 weeks of Drama Therapy and its crazy lol! I may get kept on for more after the last 6 weeks are done but who knows..... It makes you think of things and I eventually opened up last week which I'm mega chuffed about 
I just wanted to say hi and that I'm still here just can't come on here all the time. Hope your all well
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