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Old Jun 01, 2013, 08:36 PM
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Hi all,

I am so low right now. My mind is foggy and *everything* is overwhelming. I am spending most of my time in bed. The sad part is that I WAS starting to recover from the huge amount of trauma heaped upon me by the family last year... or at least I thought I was. Maybe I never have started recovering in the first place. (?) I dunno.

This is definitely the lowest I've been since last summer. I will probably go to my psychiatrist, and he'll change up my meds. I'll go through side-effects and probably tell him the new stuff isn't working. And we'll go right back to the same drugs I've been using since age 17. *sigh* It feels so pointless. I will go see him though - don't get me wrong.

I am confused as to how I got this low. I was doing better than this. I know I was even a few weeks ago. It's unsettling because my memory is terrible and I have trouble remembering when this "new" low started.

Sorry for rambling!
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