Hello and welcome to Psych Central. I hope things get better for you soon, and your husband gets on medication soon.. It sounds like you may need some support as well. You may want to consider talking to a therapist yourself. Depression sometimes takes the largest toll on the family. NAMI and DBSA also have some good support groups for family members. The crisis hotline is 1-800-273-TALK, if you need to talk to someone. Try not to neglect your own mental health due to being the caregiver of someone who has a mental health issue. You owe it to yourself to be well, and productive yourself. hoping the best for you and your family Soidhonia