Hey all - thanks for your replies. I appreciate that.

So, here's an update. I haven't talked to the guy in a while. Earlier tonight, I accidentally opened a Gmail chat with him instead of someone else (both names start with S so they were next to each other) and because I was focused on watching tv, I didn't notice until after I looked down and had already typed my greeting. I also hit the wrong thing because I'd been putting coconut oil on my skin (which is actually rather therapeutic!) and my fingers were too slippery for my laptop's touch pad to handle.

Despite everything, I was expecting at least a hello. I did not receive one. We haven't talked for months, and clearly, he doesn't want to at all.

Clearly, our friendship is over. I won't deny this makes me sad, but...what can I do? Not much...aside from keep on living.