Hi. I can understand where you're coming from. I have been pretty confused about my sexuality for many years. To this day I don't know exactly what I identify as or should identify as. I am emotionally attracted to women. I have only been in "love" with two people in my life. Both of them were female. However, I am not sexually attracted to women. I have had sexual encounters with them, but it never "satisfied" me.

But where men are concerned, I'm very sexually and physically attracted to them. I can name far more men off the top of my head that I have had fantasies about than I can women. And yet I am attracted to women.

Sexuality is strange. It's not as black and white as some believe. The best advice I can give you is don't be afraid to figure it out. It's perfectly normal and more people go through this than you would think.