Okay, my coworker and I are completely in love, and i'm incredibly excited about it. We just mesh in a way that I never have with anyone before. She's one of only a couple people in my life that I can be myself around.

Problem:

I seem to be obsessed with her. Every time i'm with her, it's like heaven, but as soon as she leaves, there's this little voice in my head that keeps telling me it's too good to be true. That either she doesn't feel the way she says she does, or there's something wrong with her that I don't know yet.

Plus, when we can't spend a night together, i'm just depressed as heck because I can't be with her. There's other reasons I feel obsessed too.

I just don't want to ruin this, because I think she could be the one. Things would be perfect if I was comfortable spending time by myself, and was secure enough to realize that she doesn't lie, and says what she means. And she says she's madly in love with me.

Rambling, I know. Basically, I need to learn how to de-obsess so i'm not miserable when she's not around and so I don't drive her away.