I agree that you should seek help with the weed smoking, but the rest sounds like it's your husband's problem; not yours.

If you follow through with getting help with your "addiction," you might start to feel better about yourself and see things differently. You need to learn to love yourself then what other's think of you won't matter so much.




<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>