1. I want attention from my friend and he is not replying
2. He thinks I am crazy, I pushed him away, I may never hear from him again, I will never be happy, I will never have a normal relationship
3. I may have pushed him away but people need time, he will talk to me if he feels that he needs to step away, I have been happy before and can be happy on my own. I can have a normal relationship with some one who wants to have one with me. This is not a relationship.