Talk therapy with a very good psychotherapist will help you to understand
why you have such an overly severe conscience. Revealing your childhood
to a therapist might give you insight into why there are triggers that drive
your thinking about injuring yourself.

You must know that you are a very valuable person and loved by Forces that
we have only begun to understand in the universe.

Please get that therapy to relieve your conscience of the bondage that holds
you. That can be helped very much.

You must learn to stop judging yourself or anyone else. Just live by your deepest
principles and you will be fine. So the conscience gets in your way; listen more to
your heart than to that aspect of your mind. Therapy really does wonders for that
if the overly severe conscience is the cause of your intense dislike for yourself at
times when you want to cut. Your body is really a temple; learn to treat it that way
and disregard a conscience that is too strict, too guilt-ridden by negative or excessive parental control, etc.

You'll be fine if you follow your heart and get that therapy, please.