Philosophical warning:

For 6 months ive been obsessing about solipsism; what if nothing was real, what if my mind created everything. Sounds crazy I know. But it wont stop. Has anyone had this terribly bad and made it through? Is there hope that one day this will be behind me? This is really my first bad obsessive thought, so I don't know how much I should hope. Im trying erp by myself, should that eventually stop the anxiety, which will stop the thoughts? I just want to feel like im with my family again.