I use to fantasize about it everyday. I still do most days if I'm honest with myself, but it doesn't consume my thoughts 24/7 anymore. I think it is important to remember that fantasies are always better than reality. They also rarely focus on the consequences and pinpoint only the benefits. They can not be trusted.
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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