Sometimes, I think I might experience a little bit of this, except I think it stems from my extreme nervousness around guys. I have experienced very deep feelings for other women, but I don't think they were romantic in nature. It was more like deep friend love. I've never had a crush on a women and I've never been sexually attracted to one at all. However, I have crushed on guys and I'm extremely sexually attracted to men.

I dunno if you are like me. I think it's extremely possible that you are emotionally attracted to women but sexuality attracted to men. Sexuality is really complicated and interesting.