hi their,i suffer from bipolar,i have struggled going out of the house,its frustrating,and emotional,it started about 11 years ago,i just keep fighting it every day, little steps,most of the time in the past ive felt totally overwhelmed by what has been happening to me,and i know theres alot of other people out there that have to put up with this to.for me i just have to keep fighting it and i have my good and bad days still,its tough but be strong,bless you for being so brave and talking about it. not many people can even do that,look after yourself.