Well today was the day. I spent the entire weekend with my kids, we had such a great weekend together. Then about an hour ago my ex-wife came and it was time for the kids to go to their new house. They all broke down crying, I was crying, after dozens of hugs and kisses they got in my ex-wife's car and drove off to their new house.

I don't even know what to do right now I am so sad. I have never been so sad in my entire life. Ever thing I see reminds me of them, my house has gone from 5 people and 2 dogs and a hamster to just me in about 6 months. I am all alone. I miss them so much already. I know I can call them and talk to them on the phone, and I get to see them every other weekend, but that just isn't the same. I spent every night with my kids, my TV recorder is filled with kids shows, their little toys are all over the place. I can't even eat, the sink is filled with their little bowls and forks. I would give anything to change all this, to have them back here with me.