no, no family no freinds, i dont' know how to make freinds, dont' know how ot keep them, i'm not grown up, and i refuse to grow up in a dr's office...... i need a father........... and all the support groups i've tried are full or they already started or they dont' have enough people...........or they're wayyyyyyy accross town.......

i hate this

and yes, i tell my t and my doc nearly absolutely everything.

i mean i don't want to kill myself, but i sure as hell do not want ot live tlike this, this isn't living......
it's liek its the same day over and over and over and over and over......

"don't kick the puppy" ~ j.e.p.