Hey, so i haven't been able to get back to you guys, I've been dealing with alot recently, I strongly regret this relationship, and wish i trusted my gut in not getting involved with anything on than school.
First off, i broke up with him about 5 days ago, and he didn't kill himself because i told him how much that would crush me, and i told the guidance counselor at my school about his constant threats, and now he's just been sad and i hope he can get better.

When i came home Friday, my mother told me she was making me transfer to my brother's school because of the 3 c's i got on my report card. When i try to explain to her why i was doing bad, i can't tell the truth, and now her decision is final.

I don't think i can bring up my grades to A's by the end of the term, but im not gonna stop trying. I just feel lost because i don't want to change schools, although it may be a better learning experience, i feel i won't be able to be myself, like i can around many of my friends. Making me change schools is terribly unfair, and its been making me less happy for the past few days.
I don't want to have to tell my mom about why i've been doing bad, but i think its the only thing i can do.
I just regret my decision of having a bf at such a young age... it ruined things and now he(my ex) is gonna be "alone once again" :/ . I feel like my decisions is what made him and i both sad, and now im changing schools and things will be worse for me.