Felt tired and unmotivated but agitated all day. Thought about all the things I should do, but didnt do them. Cancelled the inlaws twice-monthly dinner visit. Just didnt feel up to getting the house prepared. Plus she always cleans everything anyhow, and it makes me feel like she's picking me apart. Sat outside, felt the wind blowing on my face, cried a bit. Had a shower, feel a bit better but now husband is glaring at me for being such a hag all day.