I finally figured out why I cut. It's not so much a stress reliever as a form of punishment. I feel like I've paid a debt. I feel like I've made up for past sins. There are people I can never say sorry to cause they wouldn't understand what I did. They wouldn't understand how I'd hurt them. I have to take away the guilt though. I have to say sorry somehow. Cutting for me is like screaming out to the world that I'm sorry.