nina.......you don't need to be sorry for saying how you feel....i'm sure that there are many others feeling just like you but are afraid to openly say so.....i'm sorry that you are having such a difficult time here right now......i know that you are the kind of person who needs and wants to express her feelings.....folks here have got to stop taking everything so personnaly!..HEY IT"S NOT ALL ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!....there,,,,,,now i feel better.....