i've said i'm not sure.

i don't like some asspects- and to be honest, it's taken a lot away from my life.. a lot of experiences i might have had otherwiss- so their is that side.

but on th flip side.... if it was gone all together, i'm not sure what i'd do with myself!. i've now lived with it for 14 years, and it's become a part of my life.. all be it not a pleasant part

and hey... i'd probably miss the amazing ups as well- specially when they are really needed