My T today asked host for the first memories of switching,,
I felt very vulnerable with the history being spoken,,
I mean we unravel everything then what is left?
I want to talk and help her see, but her knowing nothing means that I have more idea about what they therapist will think and more risk for her to judge.

So chaos happens, we get lost,

We eat fast food burgers for dinner and at least a litre of coke. Then body feels sick.

So we go home.
Anyway host has allowed us to get out, cos our gatekeeper has gone missing, we dont know where gatekeeper is and it makes me sad.

Silk (Girly Alter aged 15)