(((WePow)))
I'm sorry you feel so awful! In reading how you feel, it sounds a lot like depression to me - speaking as somebody who has struggled with clinical depression before. I would suggest you and your t examine more closely if this could be the problem.
I know that in my own case, it was hard to feel motivated or work through anything when I was that low. I needed medication in order to stabilize enough to do therapy and life! I hope you feel better soon.