i'll keep a track of this thread, i might need this somewhere down the line...

its strange though how i built up my confidence... i didn't do anything specific, after i came out of my psychosis... wandering places, doing strange things, looking for people, that seemingly didn't exist... i just felt so confident... i felt that i could handle anything after the psychotic episode... i didn't feel depressed but i felt hard press to continue with my education... i dropped out of a january intake and went to the next one... and just continued with my plan...

i think after the psychosis i just realized that surviving is not as difficult as it seems... and for me that was the perspective, i realized that life was actually quite simple... so for me i think it was the perspective i had off life after the psychotic episode...