6/3/13---6:50am---Monday: I noticed I forgot my evening pills last night as soon as I sat down in my lounger. I'm forgetful, but at 31,575 days old I'm entitled. Also entitled to my clumsiness that just knocked a box of pills off the table beside me. And I have earned the affection of my 13.5 lb Jack Russell terrier/chihuahua cross who just jumped up beside my lower legs and is peeking around my computer screen. Lots of things I've earned. But, I'll stop now and concentrate on enjoying my first coffee of the day. I'll also concentrate on counting every breath for a while. 1, 2, 3,..