I'm a writer, so writing it down doesn't - it just distracts. Well I was bullied when I was quite young due to my disability, then at high school because I was bi. The time I was most happy was at the last few years of intermediate school, though one of my friends died of leukemia (sp) in the second to last year, which hit me hard. Last year I found a flatmate dead in the bathroom (he died due to a medical condition), which wasn't nice either.