Well, I have some services for people on the autistic spectrum. I take meds for depression and anxiety and I really don't bother seeing the prescribing doc, I have absolutely nothing to talk to them about. I also have a nurse for ADD, but I only see her once a year, she is nice though.

So yea, things are OK today, but every time I get reminded of how bad they treated me in the past and how they forced me with threats doing this and that therapy or this and that medication, I get mad and traumatized. It is a long time ago, but I don't know what to do with those feelings else than ignore them. The only thing helping would be if they apologized and actually openly stated they were wrong and harming me for several years and made me lose my whole youth.

Like that ever is going to happen.

So I ignore it mostly.