I am so not good today. Much anxiety and having trouble concentrating on any one thing for more than a few minutes at a time.
I dropped off a prescription for Wellbutrin earlier and will pick it up later. I'm really stressed about it- I've never taken meds before of any kind. Barely anything stronger than Motrin. I'm really afraid but I hope it helps. I'm spiraling and I keep having crying spells- and I'm at work trying to figure a complex design that currently makes zero sense to me and all the notations are in French. My wife texted me and asked if I can stop by to sign some papers. No idea what they're for and not sure I'll be able to comprehend them when I read them... bank papers, business papers, divorce papers- no idea. She's in meetings all day and I won't talk to her until I get there. I hope I stop trembling soon it's making me nauseous and I'm getting so tired.
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"Bad things happen to us all the time. But we must keep living. We're just people. It's what we must do." - My Friend Pedro
“Be who you are and say how you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” ― Dr. Seuss
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