I'm sorry your so heartbroken. It's apparent that you love your children so much and want to be with them. I'm sad for you and will send warm thoughts and prayers your way. Your children love you and they will want to talk to you and be with you. The newness of having their own room's and a new place will wear off. They will look forward to you reading to them and sharing your hugs and kisses when they see you. Call them as much as you can, spend quality time on the phone when you can't be with them in person.
warm thoughts