How you Feel towards your therapist evolves according to where you are at with your therapy. It might not sound like it But our relationship is constantly changing and so am I.

What has helped me in the past is to write and save emails to send him when he returns. A way of journaling to him when he is away. Also, seeing his partner who is a MSW is very helpful and interesting to hear different opinions.. I also see my pdoc next week. I will survive I just wish for once I could say i thrived while he was away. He would be proud of me.