Like adam, I have a few attempts, but I'm glad I didn't succeed. I would have missed out on a lot of good things. Just keep one foot in front of the other. I know I say this often, and I say it to myself as well, don't let the bastard win.

Call a friend, family or even a clergy person. Whomever you think can help you. Don't give up. You are not in this alone. People are there to help you.

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.