Okay, so it's been a few days since I've been on. Been having okay days, just sort of making it by. I did finally get to my appointment for the pregnancy and got an ultrasound. Everything seems to be normal with the baby's development. I sort of got excited that day, but ever since my depression, not so much anxiety, has been getting worse and worse. I don't want to shower or get up and go anywhere. Yet I'm so lonely... Things just aren't going well emotionally...