Hi Bipolarartist,

Thank you for sharing what you experienced! I can see how it was like for you at that moment. Did you tell your T how you felt? I hope you felt good that your T looked at you that way! It's nice that you finally got to say what you've been trying to say for so long.

I felt something similar but opposite: last session I was telling my T about my ambitious goals, and she said in an encouraging voice, "Go get it!" For a moment I felt like a dog who was about to fetch the stick....to "go get it" for my master. It made me smile.