Loneliness can kill your day, all day. Once you switch into loneliness mode, you just want to start crying about the past, about how you haven't made many friends. You keep harping on things like how you're lonely and nobody tries to make your life better. instead of improving, it deteriorates.
every week i would think about how lonely i am and how others have caused me to feel this way. i keep thinking about this all the time and at the end of the day i'm desolate, forlorn. i just wish that things would change for me, and that i didn't have to do anything. i complain all the time and hope the world would change for me. when others complain others listen. as for me, they just want to tune me out.