Yes, that ^ that is me. I don't mind the word crazy at all. Its a beautiful part of who I am. I'm crazy beautiful I use it, friends and family use it, yes sometimes to describe me, lol even my bf says he loves me with crazy and all, it sets me apart, and apparantly makes me unique and interesting. He's not too sure if he would've been attracted to me on all levels was I "normal", the physical appeal wears off, but apparantly the crazy beautiful personality does not!...I'm sometimes hard to understand, yes, but accepted nonetheless, and that is worth more to me than understanding any day.

If we were all meant to understand everyone, it wouldn't be so damn difficult in the first place and people wouldn't still be writing "relationships for dummies" books, because there'd be a full proof manual by now and friends, families and lovers could all get along always because we all have that understanding many of us crave.

Disclaimer, I don't get offended easily, I removed my "offended gland" years ago. So maybe that's why I don't find it offensive in the first place. I removed it by picking up the habit of turning an insult into a compliment eg. "Lia you're such a b!tch" ~ me; "Why thank you that the nicest thing I've heard all day!"