:-) silly me should have read ahead and read your post Sept...! Thanks for replying, it helps to know your not alone. These relapse's are the pits....but you guys help so much!!

Thanks so much Sundance and everyone for giving me hope and strength....I will check out the websites and maybe even buy myself a pair of turtle earrings, that's a great idea!

Think I will print out a few turtle pic's and post them at work , on the fridge....Hugs to all! Kelly