Depression is something I never thought I would have to deal with. I've been sad before because of losing people I love, but everyone morns. Before everything happened I thought there was no chance at me becoming depressed. It really changes who you are for that period of time. I didn't recognize myself. I'm only questioning whether the depression was due to having been through psychosis or whether it is because I'm bipolar. Either way, I feel blessed that it's over now.