Feeling a bit out of control but not unreasonably so. I have gotten wrapped up in my new obsessions and it's both frustrating and exhilarating. Thing is this is why I don't finish a lot of things I start. I was way into 3d modeling and learning a lot but have slipped away from that with my being drawn back into drawing and 2d art. Possibly it's the transition from one obsession to the other that's causing the feeling of being out of control.