Basically what my psychotic/delusionary experiences are like:

Someone talks to me but it means something different.

It could be a comment about something internal, i feel hungry, a comment about something external- you smell like you need a shower. Sexual- I can't have a orgasm, or I haven't had sex in a while...ummm....affectionate- i love you, just some examples but they could be anything. They form in my mind, usually after they have been said or written, sometimes they are even set off by particular actions or expressions, as if the expression was spoken- i get this with my dog- panting, translating to "I am thirsty"

I call them 'my special message' which feels telepathic, for it does not ever appear anywhere.

Yeah i am getting tired but to wrap this us....it has resulted in recently thinking that every new person i talk to is someone i know, pretending to be someone else and going to great lengths to be disguised!

More to come...