If you are old enough to cyber stalk the guy, you probably should at least contribute to your parents' household financially . Unless you are in school, of course, or disabled.

Not to be patronizing, but you should see for yourself that the lack of job/school contributes to the lack of life which in turn contributes to the preoccupation with the guy which in turn contributes to cyber stalking which in turn contributes to feeling defeated... you see where the sequence is going?