Mue- It sounds like you had such a hard time in group T, but that you expressed you feelings and thoughts well. I'm happy that you had good support from the people in the group but I'm wondering if T was supportive or not. Was the only comment he made that of saying he didn't say "harmful"? Hopefully he was silent and listened with an open mind as you poured your feelings out. Good for you for saying what you needed to.