I'm so worn emotionally. Had therapy today since flashback happened Sunday night. I don't want to have to deal with this crap anymore. I wanna be better and I wanna be better now. I feel really needy. Am clinging to every life vest I can because I am so worn. Fear is gripping me and keeping me awake longer than I should be, but I'll sleep soon.
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Dream Big..... Wish Big..... Believe Big......
PTSD possible bipolar
Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin
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